Love Doesn't Always Last
The two stood face to face looking at each other wondering
how things got to where they were today.
Sarah looked at her husbands face and wondered how you love someone so
much but not have the feeling be mutual.
She knew his face better than anyone. The perfect round eyes, making him look even more magical
than he already was. His tall lean
build toned from hours of exercise towered over her. She wanted to grab his hand, feel that he was still the same
man that she loved, but she knew that not what he wanted.
His
face was so full of anger and desperation as he watched her watch him. Sarah knew there was no going back to
the way things used to be, but instead of ruining the last few moments she had
with the man she loved, she stayed silent, just soaking up the presence of
him.
“Is
this better,” she thought to herself, “Pretend like everything is okay between
us, just to keep him with me? Or
let him go and know that nothing will ever be the same?”
Sarah
felt her eyes fill with tears and took a calming breath, trying to stop the
fire that was building behind her chest.
Looking at his face only reminded her of the happy memories that she
once had with him. It reminded her
of the cozy home they shared together, and the life they had intertwined with
each other. She remembered the
vows they had spoken to each other on the night of their wedding, the words she
had taken so seriously then and still did.
“For
better or for worse,” echoed in her skull, making the tears that had long since
disappeared fall from her eyes down onto her cheeks.
“How
can this be the end,” she thought to herself, “After everything that has
happened? Everything we’ve been through?”
Sarah
took a step closer to her husband and interlocked their fingers together. She waited for the look she was sure
was going to come across his face.
First came the eyebrows, she watched as they pulled together. Then came the eyes, she saw as his eyes
closed, shutting her out completely.
Then came his mouth. His
perfect lips, she had come to love, they turned downward showing his dislike
towards her.
She
held onto him for only a few more seconds, putting him and herself through as
much pain as she could muster.
Sarah stood on her toes and kissed him on his cheek.
“Good-bye,”
she whispered to him. Trying to
feel and smell as much of him as she could in that moment.
Stepping
down, Sarah watched as her husband bent down to pick up his bag, stand up, nod
at her, and turn around and leave.
Sarah could feel herself crippling from the inside out. She watched as he left, hoping he would
turn around and change his mind.
But he didn’t. It was only
Sarah who stood there, and then there was one.
Wow, Kayla. This is so deep. like crazy deep. So interesting. wow.
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